Friday, January 4, 2013

Like a Heart


Shalom Fellow Israelite,  

Early one morning this past week, as Rimona and I went on our  exercise/prayer walk, we happened to notice down the road a driver of a large truck trying to coax a dog into his vehicle. Before we go any further, let me say that in Hebrew the word for dog is “kelev” – if this word is broken down (ke-lev) it means “like a heart” – hence the title of this article.

The animal didn’t budge, and instead ran into a field.  We also noted that this dog’s behavior was somewhat odd; he seemed to be confused as if lost.  When we approached the field in which he took refuge, he came our way. It was then that I realized that, he was a rather young specimen of what I had concluded to be a German shepherd.  He didn’t have a collar and didn’t seem dangerous, so I got down and beckoned him to come to me, which he did, enjoying the petting and the “loving”.  From that point on he walked with us for almost an hour.

Arriving home I realized that we would have to part ways, which was very difficult for me because in my heart I really wanted to keep this young creature.  My father loved dogs, and so I was brought up with that same affection and positive attitude toward them.  However, my attachment to these animals had always resulted in tragedy.  Some were hit by cars, others shot, stolen, or just disappeared. Each loss left a deep wound and sorrow in my heart. 

After college I left home and never again owned a dog.  When I was in my forties, and had been a believer for ten years or so, I happened to be in a meeting that was being addressed by a believing counselor.  He asked each one of us to describe his or her emotions.  When it came to me, I could only express two - a deep feeling of sorrow and/or anger.  In response he inquired if I had experienced loss in my life such as the death of a loved one, even of a pet.  Choking up I said “yes,” and shared with the group the above-mentioned experiences. 

Needless to say, I fell in love with my new acquaintance.  However, Rimona is not so much of an animal lover, and what’s more the house we’ve rented has just been built and does not belong to us.  So I let the idea go and closed the door on the dog.  About an hour later, when I arrived at the local grocery store, there he was, my newly found (and lost) friend. The proprietor’s son was giving him some water, so I shared with him my own encounter with the dog, and he filled me in with some more information.  Apparently the young canine was a pure bred Belgium shepherd, whose worth was in the thousands (NIS).  The Israeli Army uses this type of dog for tracking, sniffing bombs etc.  And so, even though Rimona was somewhat reluctant, sensing my desire she agreed that we couldn’t just let this dog roam around.

Since our yard is mostly a pile of dirt at this point, I brought the new family member into the house.  It didn’t take long before the house smelled like a kennel, though the bath option was still a possibility.  I spent the rest of the day with my friend.  Towards evening we thought that it would be wise to take him to a local vet and have him checked, especially for a chip, but the one vet we called didn’t answer and for some reason we didn’t pursue any other, although there were several more listed in our area.  During the short time that this pup was in our house I could see that he was very well trained and obedient, which made me think that it might have been a lost army dog. 

And so, not being an ordinary member of the canine family, it was wonderful to host this creature. I could see why he was so expensive.  That night I slept on the couch, and our no-name friend lay on the floor next to me, without a single problem.  Occasionally he would put his chin on my arm, just to see that I was still there and to receive a reassuring pat. 

The morning found our house reeking. It was obvious that we could not keep the dog as our outdoors was not suitable, not to speak of the fact that we hadn’t inquired yet as to whether he had a chip or not. To my sorrow I felt that I would have to give him up.  I was proud of Rimona, though, as she was still willing for me to work out a favorable solution.  We knew that we would have to make further inquiries as to this dog’s status, and so found out that a place for that very purpose did exist in our area. 

On our way there my little pet sat in the back as if he had been trained to travel in a vehicle.  When we arrived, the first thing I wanted to know was about the chip.  Yes, he had one, but there was no information on it.  So again I had to swallow hard and “give up” the possibility of perhaps keeping him. We signed a form with our information on it and left.  At first I could feel the deep inner sorrow that started surfacing, but suddenly it just lifted off, giving way to peace and joy that fused the “fracture” in my heart. Rimona, identifying with my grief, turned to me and said that she felt like crying. But I was able to share with her what I had just experienced.  We prayed a prayer of thanksgiving and asked Yeshua what that was all about.  The answer came back in a most amazing way.  While in the past all my dogs were taken from me, this time I had to willfully and freely “give up” what I thought could have become my pet.  Once I let go of this early childhood affection Abba healed that broken area of my heart.

About an hour later we received a phone call from a very happy man.  We then learned that the dog’s name was “Tony” and that he had been stolen a few days before.  The owner was one of the local veterinarians that Rimona had nearly called up the previous evening.  Later in the day we stopped by to see Tony and to meet the doctor, who also explained why his and the dog’s were not registered with the number of the chip, and that it was only later in the day that he sent his information to the data base. But we knew that had this divinely arranged circumstance happened in any other way the results may not have been the same.  Thank you Abba for your loving help!
Blessings upon your week,  Unfortunately one year later, Tony was out for a walk with his owner and saw something under a bush, it happened to be one of the most deadly of Israel’s snakes.  Tony curiosity caused him to get to close and the snake bit him and a few minutes later he died.  
Ephraim

P.S. Once again we are in a season in which the nations are being brought down to the “valley of decision,” and as we know the ultimate outcome will be found within the pages of the prophets of Israel.  It therefore behooves us not to get caught up in all the world’s politics and machinations, but rather go on to present ourselves “as alive from the dead” to both believer and non-believer. The “good news” of what Abba has already accomplished for humanity (“Adam”), is our deliverance from the rule, reign and dominion of Sin and Satan through the “flesh body of His son.” This truthful maxim must be our prime objective every day. 

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